A Warm Raining Morning

This morning, the weather is very cold, due to the heavy rain, early in the morning.

My heart also very ' cold ' ..................

Until he went out, my ' weather ' changed. He called me after he reached his car park and said : " Dear, are you ready to go out now ? " I replied : " Not yet. why ? " He said : " Think to fetch you to your car, coz it's raining heavily now, you might get wet. "

Just a simple question, makes me feel so warm and happy. At least, I know, he still cares for me. I am really happy that he called me up and show his concern and care on me. I believe this is what a wife needs, not on material stuff, but just a small showing of concern and care about her, that's enough.

Not only this, with his this call, my heart becomes so warm and happy a bit, at least to overcome the " very down " me early in the morning. But then, about 5 minutes later, I heard someone is at the door, open my house door, I quickly ran out and I see him again. He brought an umbrella for me from his car, he afraid that I don't have umbrella to my car and I will get wet, eventhough he didn't say much, but I can really feel the warmest and cares that he have in me.

Thanks, Lao Kong for making my day, making me feel so happy, making me ' not down ' and go to work with a very very warm and happy heart.

Lao Kong, what I request is only that simple. That's enough to make me happy for the whole day. Let's be more concern and care about each other, more and more.

I pain, is because I really feel pain.
I feel pain is because I really cannot stand the painfulness.
I try to hold my pain until I can't, I only tell you by then.
I feel more pain, not in my body, but in my heart.............................

Another 6 More Days To Go

Dear,

There is another 6 more days to go and we are both ' one year old ' !!! " One year old = we have already get married for a year " !!!

Time really fly, so fast, like just a very short while, we have been living together for a year already. How's your this one year ? With all my long tales never-ending stories, my naggings, my happy faces, my jokes, my ' hokkian mee ' and etc, how are you, my dear ?

In fact, I really want to know how you live this one year, are you happy ? Are you happy being with me ? Am I good enough as a wife ? Have I played the wife's role well ?

All this while, only me telling you how I feel, you seldom share with me how you feel about me, how you think about our relationship. How I wanted to know your feeling, how I eager to hear your sharing.

To me, you have given me all the best things in my life, you gave me happiness, fun, excitement, surprises, jokes, laughters, and of course sadness and bitterness. Hahahhahahha............. nevermind, this is called life. Life should come with all these ingredients, then only it becomes fun and meaningful.

Lao Kong, I appreciated what you have given to me, a good life, a comfortable lifestyle, happy livings and all the laughters. I really enjoyed living with you. Everytime, I told myself, how great and glad that I have you in my life as my partner. How lucky am I to have a husband like you who is so tolerance, patient, understanding, thoughtful and caring. Althought sometimes I got to go through hard way to read you or I got to learn my lesssons or gain my ' ah ha ' from challenging way, but look back, it' s kind of like a process and a fun process ( although many times it comes with tears and sweats and quarrelling ). But it's part of our life, it's part of what we have gone through together.

Dear, I would like to thank you for being with me, thank you for forgiving me all my mistakes, tolerance with me on all my bad habits, be with me................ thanks for being with me all these while.

Here, I would like to wish you " Happy First Year Wedding Anniversary " to you and to me !!!!

Thank you, my beloved !!!!