Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Can't Sleep Without Holding Your Hands .........

It has been 2 months, exactly 2 months you didn't travel already, 2 months with you all the times and every night to be with me especially this crucial period when we are expecting our first baby. Dear, thanks for accompanying me for the first trimester during my difficult time.

Last night, it's the first night, after 2 months every night with you, with your hands holding my hands to sleep, last night, at 3.45am, as usual, I can't sleep, and can't see you next to me, no hands for me to hold, no one for me to see, no one accompany me during the cool quiet night. I am not get used to it, I am not get used to the night without your company.

I like the feeling of holding your hands especially in the middle of the night, especially on nights which I can't sleep well.

Last night, I can't sleep from 3.45am till 5.30am, without you next to me. Dear, how I wish you could be with me every night, with me and with our baby.

Hope that one day you do not need to fly anymore and whenever I need you, I need to see you, I need to hold your hands, I need your company, you will be always available for me. How nice !!!!!

I love you, my dear !!!! And, I need you too, anytime, anywhere !!!!